Sunday navel gazing.

This week has been interesting to say the least.

The two words which is going to significantly alter the world for the rest of the year (and longer) are trade wars. It’s going to make life a lot more expensive and we all know as prices rise they rarely come down to where they were before the increase. Not looking forward to all the prices hits but it’s going to be interesting to see how the rest of the world reacts.

Potholes.

I took a few photos this week which I’ll include in the post. The more important ones for me are below:

A road in South Africa filled with potholes.
Potholes. South Africa’s national flower.
A massive pothole filled with prefabricated slabs of concrete.
Potholes. The new national flower of South Africa.

Imagine driving on these roads. I’m on my bicycle in the mornings & afternoons and I have to dodge them. A bigger problem are drivers swerving and racing around these roads. Yip, you still have id10ts driving over the speed limits on these roads.

Reds.

These two items stood out on my way to town this morning. Both notable brands and both bright red. I left them in color as the impact they had on me would have in lost if I de-saturated them. I’m looking forward to the coming Autumn months as the leaves turn yellow and brown.

There is one street which has a line of sweet gum trees and their leaves then to go red / orange around this time of year. I’ll try to capture a few photos of them to share. Those colors against the blue sky are always an interesting combination.

An empty box from a fast food brand.
Fried chicken.
A low perspective photo of a can of soda lying on the side of the road.
Empty.

Serenade Chili.

Another favorite hobby is to grow chilies. Over the years I’ve grown mostly the birds’ eye variety and they have a nice spiciness to them. Not too hot but not so subdued either. This is a fairly common chili in South Africa and you don’t need much expertise to grow them. Having a hot Summer & Spring tends to help.

I’m looking to create a chili sauce so I want to find something which I can grow and combine it with some tomatoes and onions. Not quite a chutney type sauce; a relish instead. I’ll leave updates on how this is going.

In closing.

As the rain clouds gather and the wind picks up I will end this post. The next edition (49) of my newsletter is out today at 15:00 local time. In it I focus on my journey through editions 40 – 49. What I learned and a few hints at what I have in mind for the next ten.

I was thinking about the week ahead and I have a single intention in mind – to get my photo selling business / side-hustle started*. My platform of choice (not much of a choice though) is Paystack for this. They offer a store front option and I’ll be selling images from the past seven years of my photography journey.

I’m going to focus on digital photos for the first few months but once I find a good photo printing company I will start selling physical prints but only in South Africa.

If you are selling photos please leave a link because I’d like to hang some photos from other photographers on the walls. I recently bought a photo from a local artist and had a canvas made of it. Will share photo to this next week.

If you found some value in my work, please consider supporting my work here.

Thanks for reading : )

On Substack.

A road going into the distance. On the left side of the image three street lamps going away from the viewer.
Going into the distance.

I read an interesting Note on Substack which got me thinking.

https://substack.com/@tugbaavci/note/c-105614118

A platform such as Substack will only be successful if it keeps listening to its users. Play to your strengths. For Substack it was initially writing.

This was what got my attention. I didn’t have a website at the time so this concept was a good one. Write your newsletter and build a community. I tried YouTube but I’m not focused or dedicated or have enough time to make videos on a regular basis. But writing I can do and work into my schedule.

I remember when I started on Substack – there was a chill vibe. Then Notes came in. Still a chill vibe but less so. Then video. Suddenly it feels like another social media platform.

I had a look at the Substack and read this on the about page:

We started Substack because we believe that what you read matters and that good writing is valuable – and as the platform has evolved, we’ve come to expand that view to include all forms of cultural work. 

Should people who like to share videos not be part of Substack? Should people who like sharing photos not be part of Substack? They should definitely be part of the platform.

But what draws you to Substack is the writing. When I log on I don’t think “I want to see what photo [random author] posted” or “Can’t wait to see [random author]’s new video.”

Nope. I go there to read.

The future of Substack (imho)

If you want to play in the same league as the traditional social media platforms you have to adopt their tactics. You see what is working for them and do that. And you see what isn’t working for them then stay far away from it.

I think Substack is already on its way to being a social media platform. We already announce all our daily things on Notes. Now we have Reels. My Notes feed is already looking like X which a variety of religious and political battles.

Just like social media.

Instagram used to ban any photographer who dared posting a nipple on the platform. Now you can view super suggestive videos and images. But just don’t like too many posts because it might get you shadow banned. And how often do you see TikTok type challenges on IG. No wonder people are leaving.

All these bad actors are migrating. Soon they will invade Substack. In fact some of them already have. The account with a picture of a blonde who doesn’t post for more than a year then suddenly shows up in your DM’s want to teach you about crypto? They probably do the same on IG, FB and TikTok.

I’d like to continue this discussion somewhere in the future because it isn’t as black and white as we think but for a platform to be successful these types of uncomfortable discussions have to happen. Leave your thoughts here or on Substack.

I think I’ll call it a day here. It’s late and I’m working tomorrow.

Thanks for reading : )

The color of the leaves.

Autumn leaves lying on the side of a street.
Autumn leaves lying on the side of a street.

This street is an interesting one. Apart from being on of the more shady areas in it is shady for another reason.

It is lined with Witstinkhout trees (white stinkwood if you’re look for a direct translation) and as the seasons change from Summer to Autumn and then into Winter this street, and others, are filled by yellow leaves lying on the side of the road. Makes for a nice photo opportunity if there is a strong breeze around.

Below is the SOOC version from my phone.

Autumn Leaves.
Autumn Leaves in color.

Looking forward to seeing more of this street in the coming months.

Thanks for reading : )

Urban decay.

For some time now I’ve been thinking about a certain topic: urban decay.

Urban decay (also known as urban rot, urban death or urban blight) is the sociological process by which a previously functioning city, or part of a city, falls into disrepair and decrepitude. There is no single process that leads to urban decay.

Looking around the town where I live there are some signs of urban decay. Infrastructure falling into disrepair mostly. Roads are disintegrating as no maintenance is done on them.

Another problem is refuse being dumped on corners. This morning I was on my way to work and took this photo.

A photo of two street corners. On the left a sign of for sale on the wall of the building. On the right a few refuse bags.
Urban decay.

To the left you can see a few refuse bags lying on the side of the road. To the right of the image underneath the trees there was about ten or twelve refuse bags full of various sort of garbage.

It seems as a part of a town, city or country starts to collapse the people in the area follows suit. The mindset around keeping your city / town clean disappears. The morality seems to disappear.

This image is in one of the more “seedy” areas of town. I’ve been working here for about 10 years and I’ve seen some weird things here. People on drugs. Fist fights. Petty crime. ATM scammers. Sex workers, pushers, users. Guys on CAT, girls on meth. Police raids and mob justice. People getting killed and people dying from drug overdoses.

If nothing else, this place is interesting, at least from the perspective of a photographer and a storyteller.

Thanks for reading : )

Photo of the day

31/3/2025.

I really enjoy writing.

When I have an idea about what to write then it works great for me. I sit down, I plan and then I write. After a few drafts I have something workable. And I whittle down to something which I can send out to subscribers with a happy mind.

Today this isn’t me.

Writing for my Substack is different than writing for my website. It’s not really the platforms which throw me off. It’s the timeframe.

For my Substack I publish bi-weekly. This gives me enough time to gather my thoughts and find an idea or two. It gives me enough time because I work fulltime. 8-5, Mon-Friday and then on Saturdays as well.

What does this have to do with my website?

For my website I’d like to write on a more regular basis. Because I’m paying for this hosting out of my pocket. I don’t want to waste the resource. If I’m not writing, it’s not being used.

And by taking the long scenic route I’ve arrived at this point: I’m creating a new category and this will consist of daily images. I post the image and if you liked it you can leave a comment or if you have something to add I’d really like to hear it.

Here with the first images:

A little backstory on this. I wait on this corner before I head in to work. The building to the right is a spaza shop which sells many different items. Today it was closed and the woman in photo 3 was waiting for it to open.

Thanks for reading and taking the scenic route : )

Subdue overthinking.

Signs of our times.
Signs of our times.

There is a thunder storm on the way.

I have this idea – write an article about overthinking. But now I’m overthinking it. Today didn’t turn out as well as I hoped it would. When something happens I mull it over. I chew it to bits and then mentally regurgitate it. Something which doesn’t bother the average person tends to occupy my mind completely.

Like the ruminant digestive system my mind is made up various places for overthinking.

A man sitting on a rock. He is deep in thought unaware of the photographer.
The (over) thinker.

I put my overthinking down to anxiety. I’ve always been anxious, hyper aware of my surroundings. This is a great superpower to have if you don’t want to forget anything. If you want something done to near perfection.

It’s a shitty superpower when you make mistakes. You analyze details which you didn’t think existed. You find problems you didn’t see at first. You start predicting the future. Who hasn’t been at this point?

How do I subdue this?

Photography tends to stop this problem for me.

As I walk around, camera in hand, this thinking stops. In fact, most thinking stops. I stop worrying about a problem at work. I stop thinking about problems in my life. I stop worrying because I stop thinking. All the anxiety I have goes away.

I’ve found my creative outlets to be the best remedy for overthinking. As I explained initially my brain tends to go quiet when I take photos. Or when I’m working on another newsletter.

I finish this newsletter as the rain starts to fall and the wind picks up. Tomorrow is likely to be a better day. And if it isn’t then it’s okay as well. Thinking too much doesn’t solve problems. It amplifies them. It blows them out of proportion.

Now if I can only remembers this wisdom the next time I overthink.

Thanks for reading : )

Plans.

Mornings over the highveld.
Mornings over the highveld.

I’ve had the idea of selling photos for a long time.

It’s been a dream to become financially independent. To be in a situation where I don’t have to fully rely on someone else to provide me with an income. Ideally, I’d love to do this full time but many factors make this a bit difficult at the moment.

Yet typing these ideas into my editor doesn’t make it so. Starting this process takes time and it’s a journey more than a destination. Anyone trying to sell something will tell you this.

This post is going to serve as a place to where I can return and look at what needs to be done and what has been done. A to do list. It is a road marker where I can return to when I’m unsure. Or when I don’t know where to turn next.

This will be my road map.

The list.

An endeavor such as this isn’t something you want to wing. There are a few things I have to do if I want to make this even mildly successful. Because this isn’t a complete list I’ve put down what I think is important. As it grows I will update the list, adding or removing, as needed.

In no particular order, this is what I’ve came up with:

  1. Find photos.
  2. Get them on a platform to sell.
  3. Decide on the format.
  4. Marketing.
  5. Goals & time frame.

Find photos.

I need a good product if I want to sell it. I’m going to work through my existing photos and take a few new ones. Look at what works and then update as needed.

This might mean more early mornings or perhaps some travel. Going to new places to find different environment. Learn new techniques when it comes to editing. A collaboration or two.

Get them on a platform to sell.

The website I have will serve as a redirecting point to a Paystack online shop. Most of the heavy lifting is handled on their side.

I’ll have to look at what they offer in terms of costs, terms of service and so forth. I did have an Etsy shop a few years ago but didn’t sell any work from it. This might be an alternative to Paystack or something to use in conjunction.

A flight of swallows.
A flight of swallows.

Decide on a format.

I was considering only digital formats.

Physical copies have a more personal touch but for the time being it will be limited to people in the same country as me. Shipping to different countries are going to be too expensive for me to cover.

The digital copies make it a lot easier as it gives me a wider market. It also eliminates the need for shipping.

Marketing.

If no one knows I’m selling photos no one will be buying right?

For this part I don’t want to use the traditional media. I want this to run from two places. Primarily my website and then off Substack.

Substack serves as a introduction to myself and my work. My website gives a bit more backstory if you will. Here you can see some more images, read more of my writing. A central point.

From my website potential buyers go to Paystack where they can purchase images.

Goals & timeframe.

I would like to sell a photo a month for the first six months.

I might sell five photos a month. I might also sell zero photos a month. Does it mean I’m not a good sales man or my photos aren’t good? Who knows. My takeaway from whatever happens is going to be “what did I learn here“.

Do I have to improve my marketing? Go out and try to find different types of photos? These are questions only experience and time can answer.

In closing.

This is going to be a glimpse into my journey. I’ll do my best to update and share as much as I can. We all know how busy life can get but I’ve come to the understanding that this won’t be successful if I don’t put in more work.

It’s easy to sit and dream about what it would be like to sell photos. Actually selling photos, knocking on doors, finding printers, looking for the best shipping option – these things take time and effort.

At the very least I will have done something which I can look back on. Something which I can be proud of. And something which other people who are at a similar fork in the road can use for either inspiration or a what to do / not to do.

Thanks for reading ; )

Photographing people.

I was on my way to work yesterday and I saw a man sitting on the side of the street. He frequents the area and from his clothes it looks like he might be destitute. He looks away and I take a photo of him.

Man sitting on the sidewalk.
Man sitting on the sidewalk.

This isn’t how I pictured street photography. When I started photography I wouldn’t have taken the photo above. Pointing a camera, even my phone camera, at someone was a no-no. I erected barriers in my mind and all the questions where focused on negative outcomes.

What if they saw me? What if they started arguing or shouting?

Making a light.
Lighting up.

Then I started adjusting my approach. If you look at some of my earlier photos I used to do the “back of head” shots. For a while I enjoyed this type of photos. It was “safe”. None of the stuff I mentioned above. Felt a bit weird sometimes but I took good photos.

Theo.
Theo.

I’m not a big people person but people interest me. What they do, what they think. I’ve mentioned this before on my Substack: I can sit and watch people for hours. I just sit there and see things happening around me.

Many of my better photos are taken around coffee shops where people sit down and become unaware of their surroundings. They read, they browse their phones or they just don’t pay attention.

Man sitting idly.
Man sitting idly.

I’ve done a few shoots with people, two or three with models, a few inside a gym and although these photos turned out great they aren’t really about people.

They (to me) are about people pretending to be something. A model. A personal trainer. Someone who wants to show the world something they aren’t. And there’s nothing wrong with this idea. You portray in the photo what you want to. I’m just a messenger in this instance. I take what I see and I put it on sensor through a lens. My photograph tells you the story.

But photographing people who aren’t aware or who aren’t paying attention street is different. The people I see are real versions of themselves. It’s the person going to work or coming home after a tough day. The homeless guy walking the streets. Standing in front of a tuck shop looking after cars hoping someone gives him some money or food. This is one of many stories I’ve seen. One of many moments I’ve captured.

Marcus.
Marcus.

Is it like the street photography I see online? The mist / smoke filled streets of NY? Or the neon light filled streets of Tokyo?

Not at all.

For years I thought “I am so disappointed in my work because it doesn’t resemble what I see online“. Until I started looking at what I take photos of. I connected this with what I find interesting. That’s what photography is about to me.

I’m not a big people person. But I find people interesting and I’m glad I find interesting people in front of my camera at times.

Thanks for reading : )

Letting go of metrics.

A photo through a rain-soaked window.
A photo through a rain-soaked window.

As a creative, what is the hardest thing you can do?

Finding time to be creative is up there. Carving an hour or two out of our schedules. Trying not to compare ourselves is next. As you doom scroll and you start thinking “my work isn’t good enough because….“.

Letting go of metric is probably number 1.

For a time metrics and their “power” governed a lot of things we did around creative work. The death of social media means metrics are also losing their power.

I won’t lie to you – metrics are addictive.

I like to look at statistics on my Substack and website. Or my Instagram page. You can prove anything you want to with statistics and this makes it a double edged sword.

Let me elaborate.

Metrics have always been with us. From the first websites with hit counters. Then website statistics. Hits, visits & clicks. They just mutated a little bit into something more visible (like buttons, hearts) but they’ve always been there.

They have their uses. Is your about page getting any visits? Is the content strong enough to motivate people to subscribe or buy?

Metrics have turned many creatives into salesmen and women. Instead of enjoying our chosen art we think how many or how much. We create for others. We create for algorithms.

Trust yourself not the metrics.

Metrics are all bad. Surely.

Well not really. In my opinion at least. Metrics can be used as a vanity measure or they can show you what is working VS what isn’t. Metrics are not the definitive yardstick for things. Metrics are visual representations of opinions.

What advice can I give from my time as a hobby photographer?

Forget metrics and just do it.

Want to go out and shoot street photography? Just do it. Want to start writing about photography? Just do it. The people who enjoy your work will find you. The people who will support your work will find you. If you don’t put in the work, don’t put yourself out there no one is going to find you. The work you do in your chosen medium will find an audience. It will take time, all good things do.

Use metrics. Don’t let metrics use you. It sounds like one hand clapping right?

Putting in the time, creating, find what works, discard what doesn’t, learn new skills. All these should be done regardless of what metrics say.

Caveat – metrics play a role in building an audience, even if it is a small. People notice things which other people share & recommend. Word of mouth is a powerful form of advertisement.

tl;dr – Metrics have their place. Metrics are by no means an indication of quality. Your audience will recognize the quality of your work. Use metrics, don’t let them use you.

Thanks for reading : )

Thoughts at the end of a good Sunday.

As another Sunday rolls closer to the end I’m thinking about the week ahead. Not too much though – just to Monday. This morning I went for a great walk. Had some lovely rain which turned into a real downpour.

To get myself ready for the week I do things which I don’t get time for otherwise. I write as much as I can. I read as much as possible to find ideas and things to write about. I take photos.

And I also watch movies. Lately it’s been movies from the 70’s.

I used to spend a lot of time on YouTube consistently watching new content. If one of the creators I subscribed to had a new video out I’d watch it. Sometimes I would watch it again. This consistent exposure to content dulls the edge for a creative person. I now try to spend some time away from tech and the internet.

I’m not the type of person you will hear saying how much they hate technology. I enjoy the functionality it brings to my life. From writing to editing or listening to music. Ever so often this tech and being connected becomes too much. It becomes a new habit. One which sucks time. One which drains energy.

I was born in the 80’s. I grew up without a cellphone. Without the internet. Facebook and other social media was something I discovered after I had left school and started working. I read books IRL, not the PDF kind. I played outside. Climbed trees.

Sometimes technology gets too much for me.

A few years ago I found the minimalist movement. Remember when Matt D’Avella made his now famous documentary on The Minimalists? Long story short I made plenty of headway into removing non-essential activities from my life (yes, I watched plenty of Matt’s videos over and over).

Being intentional with my time is my biggest take away from minimalism. If I can disconnect from the internet or technology I do so. I stop the binge watching and the constant scrolling.

tl;dr – Don’t wear yourself out. Use the time at your disposal wisely. I found an article which I will probably read tomorrow during my lunch break but I will leave it here if you’re interested.

Thanks for reading : )